A mover van with this verse from Isaiah drove passed when i waiting for the light to turn green. Felt so comforted, nearly teared when I saw "Arise, shine, for the light has come! And the glory of Lord is risen upon you." Yes, its His glory that I shine. Its His glory upon me that I could ARISE and SHINE. I cannot attain it or try to do better to gain it... Brain-breeze...
(I had a very bad migraine before this happened.)
Life choices becomes so simple and clear when we hit the crossroads, when i face crunch time. Decisions to leave or live, decisions to throw or keep. When its crunch time, you only keep the things that matters most. You mend the relationships that matters most. Its like throwing away the old or unwanted items at home when we spring clean. Suddenly everything seems useful, throwing away is a heartache. Yes. its sure heartache and headache.
Decide, put aside, put behind, out of sight and move on. Time to bring in the new cupboard. Time for a big renovation. This is all a healthy and necessary process of growing up.