I know I have missed out, but gained in other more authentic experiences. (The road to spiritual fulfillment is never with a crowd)
Been thinking a lot about the future that I have to continue. Its even more tricky than growing up. With age, I realized that life is harder to plan. Steps ahead are less vivid than i was younger. With every new week, I am realizing that within me, there is a very strong need to rely on God. He is the officer-in-charge of my life. If He is not in my lives' picture, I am nothing... that kind of picture.
Been feeling really challenged at work. Not in the sense that the work is tough, but feeling that I have no more heart and patience to brave through the storms (falling branches) anymore. I am feeling that I could do more to contribute in other realms. A lost of sight for what i'm doing has invited a sense of lethargy. I could feel that a move is coming to shake me or wake me, when I fall to the lowest point. When I don't pretend to try to carry the load anymore..
You are my God who answers and receives all my feedbacks. Only You are able to pave the road to any success or any accomplishments.
*When everything goes as planned, I will be signing up to the degree course. After 18 months, i will be holding a degree and also a new job.
