After it

After caregroup on Tuesday, I was sick. Quite sick with a bad flu, headache and gastric pain. Havent felt under the weather for a long time. However, caregroup was quite refreshing to go, sitting with there listening to the rest talk about life and their married lives.

Yesterday, I went pubbing and clubbing for the 2nd time after 10years. Broke my 10 year mark to celebrate a friend's farewell. Franca, an attachee from Parks Victoria finishes her 6 months attachment on 15 October. Her presence was one of the most refreshing ones for my years in NParks so far. I will definitely take get time to get over.

Experiencing the night scene was an eye-opening experience for a 25 year-old mind. The music was loud and people were dancing non-stop. And what was i doing? I was standing at the bar people-watching. I don't dance and the music could not make me dance. However, it was a good experience, knowing that i have not missed out much.

Packed a lot of things today n threw away lots of things today. I cleared my table and book shelves and cupboards. Dust was all over my nose. Cleared off a lot of things of the past and things which meant little to me now. Funny, how sentimental i was in past. Only to realize my sentiment are now exchanged for layers and layers of dust. And photos of dad and grandma taken many many years ago. Discovered some old drawings that my dad did, which I am really surprised that he could draw so well. He seemed to be very interested in Art & design in his younger days, which i am also. Wonder where did that passion hide itself after he became a father... He is quite talented in my knowing...
I am very happy to throw and pack today. It was a very satisfying process. 'Cos I have been thinking for a month to do it. I'm glad that everything is good.

Its good to be sick sometimes as it allows you to look introspectively to what's happening in the bloodstream. After this week, I saw myself clear for the 1st time after a few many years. I'm glad that what challenges me years ago is no longer too much a challenge to me now.